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 RAAWWWRRRRR.... last night I was at... wait for it... i was at a McFLY concert  and it was effin amazing!!! wooppp I SAW MY JONESYRAT!!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYY

I took like 127 photos, but most of them turned out all blury  but im getting a new camera for next year  heehee... ok i seriously doubt any one is reading this so i think that is all that will do. lol (dnt ask)

 bye bye xxx

omg! have you ever been in one of those moods where you just want to cry all day for no reason? well thats me right now, i actually have lost count of how many times today i have balled my eyes out. I have spent most of the week on a sailing trip with my friend Sarah Loiuse and today i were meant to go to skul for a staff concert which i was rele looking forward to cause a guy i like was sposed to be playing but the fucking thing was canceled, im thinking its time for me to give up on this certain guy as everytime sumthin remotly to do wit him is sposed to happen, i either miss it or it is canceled  is it even possible to have a realationship for one weekend? if not... it is now! lol not goin to start, ill only start blubbering again. I dont rele think io have anything else to say, ermm.... i just sorta wanted to get that out of my system and it does actually feel a lot better.

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OMG i am so tired... i have been on work experience all week and i actually enjoyed it but its so tiring...  i actully dont have veery much to rite concidering all that happened this week. Well on monday (in W.E) it was the sports day (i was at a primary skul for those of you who did not know that)  and i had to help them all, it was actually quite funny. Anyway... on tuesday, wednesday and thursday i just sortof helped them kids do their work and clean the classroom.. joy  lol  but then on friday we went to the church to practice for the summer service and the kids were suprisingly behaved... i thought they would have been alot more hyper than what they were... thats actually sorta it. For a whole week?? god i rote more for one day than this... lol... anyway, shal not ramble on.

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 im so tired... i was up till bout half 2 last nite and i woke up at 9  why is it when u want to sleep in you cant but when u rele need to get up in time for something.. eg skul you can never b bothered... lol... well im still listenen to System of a Down.. lol its been on repeat since wednesday nite.. heehee... my favourite songs are Chop Suey, Toxicity,Psycho and Needles(all of which are on the album) and another one i am in love with is BYOB - eventho it aint on the album cos its on the new one but i am plannen on gttin that very soon  ... SOAD - Prison Songooo today nikki is coming over to my house and i am sorta supposed to be tidying my room but pfffttt...  oh dear... i spilt milk in mi keyboard like 5 mins ago and i rele hope it will b ok.  AHHHHHHH... I WANT THEM SHOES... *points to them bottom*  I RELE WANT THEM!!!!! well i better go as i have quite a lot of tidying to do...  the joy of it all...

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